Wednesday, December 5, 2007 @ 9:23 PM
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today feel quite relieved cos the both of us finally talked!!! but den, still feel quite weird la cos we nv talk much.. haha but quite funny when the both of us started to talk.. when i reach clementi mrt to meet cil, i was rather shocked cos i din expect to see him there.. den cil keep asking me to talk to him and i wasnt prepared to do so cos is so sudden la.. cos tt day when i wanted to talk to him but he seems to avoid me so make me no courage already.. in my heart, i keep practicing how to talk to him sia.. like tt is like i talk to him many many times but he cant hear?? haha.. den the first thing i talk to him and the reaction he gave me is laugh and non-stop laughing!! my god, and i dunno how to react back.. hahaha!! it's juz so funny la!!
juz wan to let u know tat no matter wat happens, in my heart, ur status as my good friend will nv change, nv will!! YF, you're and always be my good friend k!! i hope i still can confide things to u!! although we hv talked, but still, i think there are still knots in my heart which i need to open up.. can someone help me to open it?? i think i am those who need care n concern ba.. now, i am trying to be happy, even not happy also muz try to act happy la.. i am used to be happy de.. but now, haiz.. hate this kind of feeling, really really hate it man!! who can lend me their ears whenever i need?? i need a listening ears!!!
04.12.07
went home after sch and change den go to botanic garden with bernie, kristy, runqi n lynn.. runqi n lynn went back with bernie n kristy den left me alone.. i hv to go there myself.. poor thing.. haha but nvm la!! but i alight at the bus stop after the correct one, so i hv to walk a distance to botanic garden.. our motive there is to do the stupid BCM report but bernie forget to bring the paper but she rmb the qns.. good memory sia!! but nvm, we enjoyed ourselves by taking lots of photos!! after tt, we went town to eat but bernie is going home.. den left the 4 of us, we went to play pool after tt.. finally, me n kristy can play pool together after saying so long!!


