went to cousin hse today with mum,
den head to jp with my cousins,
i bought one skirt & stockings and costs me abt $50.
then went to my aunt's hse together.
and i juz reached home.

and as for you, i have been wanting to tell u this.
sometimes i really feel like calling you a bitch.
really is a bitch that make me feel sick. [really sick]
seeing that person make me feel like slapping him.
really is so fucking angry that u dun listen!
always think of love love love.
without love, like you'll die!

sometimes, i really wondered if i did the right thing,
by helping you to keep a secret.
as a friend, i should have stop you,
but i didnt and even let u continue with it.
i really do have the thought of announcing to the whole world,
and not let myself to feel so miserable.
even though is ur problem, i will still treat it as mine.
if he's really that good, he wont even be AFRAID to tell ppl.
he wont even ignore you in front of 'her',
he will be proud to tell ppl,
he will be someone that i wont even hate!

so face it!
if he really meant to be yours, he will.
so what for u have to keep thinking abt it?
u think he really will belongs to you?
seriously, i dun think so.
in fact, i do hope it ends faster!
i rather u feel miserable now than future!!
i dun wan my friend to be like this!
seriously a big NO!!
and pls go & die,
talking to you really makes me boil!
F* you!